Was pooped by the evening settling in.
Inspired of the fact that I was fagged out I still didn't sleep well.
Today is another day : a great day ( other than my panics attacks.
So the morning begins ..
And a song - lovely animation so fairy-tale like:https://www.instagram.com/reel/DNJUYE8ILD1/?igsh=NnVoMXV4NGRuaWs5
The girl from Ipanema by Astrud Gilbert and Stan Getz
1964
My chachu's favourite song ! 
The above studio picture i put up by mistake and still have learnt how to delete!
The above studio picture i put up by mistake and still have learnt how to delete!
went for a stroll out into vast expanse of nature, Lilly ponds, and lines of frangipani, on both sides of the walking trail - the fragrance is mesmerizing! Chatted with boys now back in my room !
Oh! First thing in the morning was nursery shopping for my room and stealing greens a bit for the decoration !
Sharing some random pictures ...
thats it for now !Be back soon with todays jft .
August 12, 2025
Enough!
Page 234
"Something inside cries out, 'Enough, enough, I've had enough,' and then they are ready to take that first and often most difficult step toward dealing with their disease."
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Have we really had enough? This is the crucial question we must ask ourselves as we prepare to work the First Step in Narcotics Anonymous. It doesn't matter whether or not we arrived in NA with our families intact, our careers still working for us, and all the outward appearances of wholeness. All that matters is that we have reached an emotional and spiritual bottom that precludes our return to active addiction. If we have, we will be truly ready to go to any lengths to quit using.
When we inventory our powerlessness, we ask ourselves some simple questions. Can I control my use of drugs in any form? What incidents have occurred as a result of my drug use that I didn't want to happen? How is my life unmanageable? Do I believe in my heart that I am an addict?
If the answers to these questions lead us to the doors of Narcotics Anonymous, then we are ready to move on to the next step toward a life free from active addiction. If we have truly had enough, then we will be willing to go to any lengths to find recovery.
Just for Today: I admit that I have had enough. I am ready to work my First Step.
Personally I ask myself have i had enough ? Then why would I be back here .
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